No digo cosas para decirlos...i love you, take it or leave it.

you know those days... where nothing went wrong, just okay. but still, for some reason you just feel.... eh? i mean, there isn't an explanation... or maybe there are just so many that you can't pinpoint the one that's affecting you the most... but either way, you just feel tired.

 

it's one of those days.

 

i want so many things.... SO many things, and all the ideas and plans that i've created to get them are making my brain overload. life can be so much work sometimes. i know, sounds border-line emo... lol, that's not how i mean it to be. but honestly, between making everyday decisions that lead up to a really big one, to worrying about school, homework, exams, grades, if what you're wearing makes you look disgustingly obese, if what you said accidentally offended someone, or cut them in a way you never imagined possible. it's remarkable how far people go in life what with all the pressures and stress we deal with. on the other hand, once you've accomplished everything you've set your mind to, and you see the fruit of your labor blossom into exactly what you worked hard for it to... there isn't another feeling that can top that (with the exception of love... etc). i dno, i just want to be older... so that there are less barriers between what i want and the things i need to do to in order get them.

 

and to top off my emotional, thing, i'm totally swooning right now...

 

                        "mujer apareces zarpadamente linda en esa foto."

 

 ....and there isn't a single thing i can do about it. ooooof.

 

it's probably just PMS.

 

-- N